Memories

My life in Pocatello and at ISU seems so distant to me now.  I know I'll be back there, and soon, but I can't picture it anymore.  I'm not that girl anymore, so when I try to put myself back in my own shoes, it doesn't happen.  I still don't want to go back, neither to Pokey nor to ISU, but it's the lesser of evils and in then end, I'm not going back to that life.

I was just so miserable there, it took time and space to see it.  But now I do and I want to avoid it.

But it's life now.  And it's good.  And I have 5 months, so get over it.