Perhaps some pictures of intrest

I'm bored, and lonely.  Not in that sense, I just finally have some energy and want to go play, but not necessarily by myself.  But then I'm lazy on top of it.  So I'm playing online.  Sigh.  

So here are some pictures if you are bored.  I'm attempting to look at wedding dresses but mostly getting annoyed with Allures website, it keeps crashing, which is making my search difficult.  Also, one of the bridal shops has a "catalog" that some how they don't have on the web site.  They have the links to the other dress sites that their numbers don't match up to.  I think I was able to find the designers of the 4 dresses I liked and wanted to view some more, but since I don't have the number of the dress I'm just searching their entire website.  It's going to be a long night.  

I guess that's fine, since I don't plan on doing much else today.  I'm useless today.  Let's face it.

So here they are, pictures from our respective past, collective pasts, and then simply moments of life.

I've had some fun.  I hope this will show you some of it.

I hope Christmas was good to you, the holidays are merry, and this new year brings all the joy and wonder of a perfect memory.

Edit:  Okay, after seeing the post by itself and it turns out there are a lot of pictures all in a line and no words, so I'm going to write some more.  But as I've just written another whole blog I'm running out of words.  Luckily there's nothing on tv so I'm watching as dumb wedding planning show, ergo I'm thinking about our wedding. 

I so want to get engaged.  Yikes, I sound like a crazy person.

I've never been marriage material.  Okay, maybe I've been that, but I always thought I didn't care if I did get married.  I guess I've never been in love like this.  I thought I had been in love, but I was always waiting for those relationships to end, they were just running their course in a sense....  But marrying those men was never in my head.  And one time it was in my head it was never on stable ground so I didn't focus on it.  Ever.  Now suddenly I have this amazing man in my life that I can trust with anything and everything.  That I can't wait to marry.  I was going to say "that I can't wait to marry and start a life with" but we've already started a life together and are taking more steps in new beginnings together.

We've lived together for 8 months now, and this spring we are buying a house and moving to Pokey.  I moved from there to here 8 months ago, so I'll be moving back, but this is a huge step for James.  He moved from Fairfield to Twin 10ish years ago.  So he's lived in about 2 towns.  It's such an amazing thing that he isn't just willing to do this but is eager.  He just wants to be with me, where ever it is.

But we aren't actually engaged yet.  Damn.  We've talked about it for months now, and have told our friends and family about it.  We've decided to do a save the date card (his idea), we've picked a place (I wanted outdoors in the mountains, he chose the sawtooths), I started looking at invitations (he picked the style), we took our save the date pictures.....  But if I bring up the rings he smiles quietly and changes the subject.  Then I found the ones we had looked at for cheaper and asked if he wanted to go look at it, he said we didn't need to.  So I finally just asked.  He said it's soon.  I don't know what that means.  Sigh.

I'm getting excited, but am trying not to actually think about it.  I don't know.  I can't try to figure out what he's thinking and planning.....

Well, I think this'll work.  Besides, I have other stuff I need to be doing.